As with all good highs come the fall.

This weekend was sorely needed. All of you guys are the best friends anyone could ever ask for.
We only ever see the good in each other, always.
I’m spoiled really, I mean who needs to make other friends when I have you guys?

When I got home today it all caught up to me, Ive been suppressing feeling for her. Everything I’ve been doing is a distraction so that this self loathing is kept at bay.
The cognitive dissonance just became too much today… Fuck man, she was everythjng and I’m a really fucking shitty person.


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