It’s weird right? Compared to 1, 2 or 3 years ago we are all on a whole in a better place life or career wise, yet the collective happiness of the group has plummeted.
Is it getting progressively more unhappy just a part of growing up as more and more terrible events slowly wear us down over time no matter how much we try to stay optimistic?
Sometimes I worry I’ve lost my ‘spark’ and I’m unable to give as much of myself to a person as I had in the past out of fear or maybe it’s just missing from me for good now? It’s nice to be able to infatuated again at least, but I scare myself thinking if I’m not good or healthy enough to ever put myself in a serious relationship again.
At least I can say I’m able to look back on memories and smile again.